>>3792
Yeah, perhaps this arrangement is optimal for me. The negative emotional state I have floundered in for many years seems to have gone away, which is priceless to me. I also care much less about achieving in mundane terms, which I think was a reaction to having been denied this for so long.

Yeah, the servers were pretty much dead too last time I was there, which was a reason why I wasn't particularly enthusiastic about rejoining them.