>>4133
one symptom was that i was incapable of considering that i had been a victim of ritual abuse. i literally sat there in front of a therapist explaining all of this but could not think about, its like all the pieces of the puzzle where out there in front of me but i still couldn't see the whole picture.
attempt to observe and mental blocks that are up, often just seems like youv'e run to the end of a train of thought, see if you can try force in to that mental space.