>>62951
Yeah I always tried avoiding telling her how much she really hurt me because I do think she gets off to it, it was so disrespectful when she said she kicked rocks over me and then read all of my private Google docs which she had access to since we were together when I used my email on her laptop once, I saw every single time she spied on me. After that month long trip we talked shortly and she pretended to care about my trip and how I was doing but it was all to get me to apologize for calling her out and saying she was a monster. I remember the day I got back home after officially moving back and texting her just to tell her and see how she was doing and she blocked me on everything even though we left on a friendly note, plus I was worried since she was doing shrooms in the woods that same time and those strong emotions do not pair well with them. I told her how I cried at work once secretly while we were still together because of her and how I had to take a break from college because I was almost having panic attacks, I could barely leave my bed and I lost weight and she didn't care, one of those foot pics of hers was actually weeks after she broke up with me which makes me believe that she was cheating even more. I'm a bitch sure but at least I was genuine with her